there are some things that i just don't understand. things that, no matter how much i study them or think about them, i just can't wrap my head around. there is stuff i don't get in the bible, and stuff in life that doesn't make sense. and so i find myself returning to psalm 131 over and over again.
1 My heart is not proud, O LORD, my eyes are not haughty; I do not concern myself with great matters or things too wonderful for me.
2 But I have stilled and quieted my soul; like a weaned child with its mother, like a weaned child is my soul within me.
3 O Israel, put your hope in the LORD both now and forevermore.
this doesn't mean i stop seeking, stop asking, stop wondering. but in the long run, i want fewer answers to my questions, and more of Jesus' presence. i want more revelation --of Him, His heart--than i do explanation.